Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Worst birthday ever!


I had a brain surgery to remove a tumor finally, they were going to perform my surgery on my birthday on 23rd of July but they decided to postponed it later...I guess they felt sorry for me.

They lied to me, they told me it's as easy as tonsillar resection :(
I never brake a bone in my live, never had stitches, never shaved my head and never had a surgery...I just did it all at once :(

سويت عملية براسي من جم يوم عشان اشيل ورم بعيد عنكم و كانت المفروض يسونها لي بيوم ميلادي ب 23 يوليو 2009 بس الظاهر كسرت خاطرهم و قرروا يغيرون الموعد بعد بيوم...انا كنت عبالي بس افتح عيني خلاص بس هالشي كان اول عتبة لازم اطلع عليها

قصوا علي، قالولي بتكون نفس سهولة عمليات استئصال اللوز :(

بحياتي ما سويت عملية و لا انكسرت فيني عظمة و لا خيطت شي و لا قرعت و الحين سويتهم كلهم مره وحدة نفس شامبو هيد آند شولدرز
:(


My physical therapist suggested using the tool below to improve my breathing technique, It kinda looks like those little children toys which comes with McDonald's kids meal :S



I thought opening my eyes will be enough but this isn't it, i still can't walk well, as i said earlier i can't breath well, have worst memory than ever, have post surgery headache, I get tired really fast when I make any tiny effort such as talking for a while or taking a short walk in the institute, my finger tips and toes get tingling because the Oxygen isn't reaching everywhere in my body and my blood pressure isn't stable yet plus I have 9 stitches in my skull.

They did remove that blood tube from my head two days ago but I still have the catheter in my arm which turned to blue, black, white and red.

I have to wear Anti Embolism Stockings all the time to let the blood flow to the upper side of my body plus it helps to prevent strokes in my legs.

المعالج الطبيعي اقترح علي استعمل هذا الجهاز اللي يشبه الهدية المجانية اللي يوزعونها على الاطفال مع وجبات مكدونالدز...

المشكلة الحين اني ما اقدر امشي عدل و ما اقدر اتنفس عدل و ذاكرتي صارت زفت اكثر من قبل و نبض قلبي مو ثابت و راسي لي الحين يعورني من بعد العملية و اتعب بسرعة بعد اي مجهود صغير لو تكلمت فترة او مشيت بالمعهد و اصابع ايدي و ريلي تنمل عشان توزيع الاكسجين بدمي و ضغطي مو مضبوطين بالإضافة إلى ان عندي 9 غرز بجمجتي.

اهمه شالوا الانبوب اللي ينزل دم من مخي من جم يوم بس القسطره الاخيره شالوها امس و الحين مكانها ازرق و احمر و اسود و ابيض.

لازم البس لقنز طول الوقت عشان الدم ما يتيمع في ريلي تحت و هالشي ممكن يسبب جلطة بريولي...الحين بس ناقصني قوطي روب عشان اسوي حجاب بو تفخة :(

One more thing...I would like to thank everybody who called or text me or sent me flowers
في شي بعد...أحب أشكر كل اللي اتصلوا و دزولي مسجات و دزولي ورد و بس
:P
و على كل الكلام اللي انكتب و انقالي رفعلي روحي المعنوية بوقتها صحيح بعدين نزلت مره ثانيه :(


I would like to wish happy birthdays for Haya Lavender and Bader Bouarki who were born on the exact day I was born...I wish you guys had more fun in your birthdays than I did.

Update | 8th of August 2009

Update | 26th of August 2009

Update | 16th of November 2009

Update | 3rd of June 2010

Update | 16th of September 2010

6 comments:

Enric Archivell said...

Lots of hugs from Spain. It seems you're under recovery process. Good for you.

Kev said...

Go easy RG, just relax and get healthy....you cant expect to be 100% right away...it will take time.
The key is you on on your way to recovery and soon will be back to your radiant self....

My thoughts are with you.

Kev

wishes said...

allah ma3ak dearest bro. belive me its just a matter of time & things with you will be perfect as it was befor & you will be radiant again.... youve already started in the hospital ;r

Anonymous said...

I wish you a quick recovery , all the best. I am just a reader of your blog.

Bader said...

we're waiting for ur return... =)

DK said...

hope u feel better now...